The sky is mine by Amy Beashel
Rock the Boat, 2020. ISBN: 9781786075550.
(Age: 15+) Highly recommended. This is a powerful, raw and
confronting story of a young girl struggling to find her way,
assaulted and blackmailed by the school bully, ensnared by the
manipulations of her step-father, and witness to the humiliation and
abuse of her mother. This book cries out to be read - Beashel
captures the voice of Izzy so well, her pent up feelings, her
loneliness, and the fear, walking on eggshells around stepfather
Daniel, the Clooney look-alike, who won over her mother and then
gradually bent them both to his will. Izzy can still remember her
father, from early in her childhood, the man who was so pleased to
see her, calling her his 'sunshine'. The jar of broken yellow beads
is all she has to remember him by. Everything else has been
gradually stripped away. And even that precious jar becomes a weapon
that Daniel will use against her.
Beashel paints a very realistic picture of domestic violence and
child sexual abuse - how becoming a victim to one person leads to a
path of victimhood that is extremely difficult to escape. Whilst
Daniel is the perpetrator, Izzy is also alienated from her mother
because of the sense of betrayal, and her mother's failure to
protect. She carries a shame she is unable to reveal and share with
others, even her closest friend.
There is a positive ending, and it is thanks to the women who run
refuge homes for battered women and their children. With time and
space, Izzy is able to find her inner strength and look up to the
sky.
These are serious themes, but the writing is beautiful, and easily
pulls you into Izzy's world. I am sure that anyone who has
experienced any of these things will find strength from reading how
Izzy finds her way out. Others will gain a better understanding and
empathy for the survivors . . . and especially realise the
importance of being a good friend. At the end there is a list of UK
and US support services. It would have been good to include
Australian services as well. There is also a list of interesting
questions for discussion.
Themes: Domestic violence, Sexual abuse, Cyberbullying.
Helen Eddy